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I Am A Terrible Person

I try so hard to be a good person.. but it never seems to be enough for the only persons opinion that really matters to me.. I don't like it when anyone sees me as a bad person... I know i only hurt myself when worrying about what everyone thinks of me... but I can't help it. I just want everyone to trust me and see me as a good person.. I try so hard for nothing..

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SW-User

[c=#7700B2]If you really are being a good person, that is good for the world and good for you. This "only person who really matters to you" might not be the best person for you to be pinning your self-esteem on.[/c]

Kokuu · 26-30, M

@CinnamonWorlds: Its just that person has been by my side for a couple years now.. but now says they are afraid of me and I don't know why.. I'm probably one of the most understanding, non-judgmental person ever.. I don't get angry because I hate anger... I just don't understand what could make me so scary. Said person says I'm not the same person I used to be and I would like to know what makes me different... but I never get an answer.

SW-User

[c=#7700B2]@Kokuu: It would be good to ask one or two other people who know you personally whether they see any basis to said person's fears. Do they perceive you as having changed? I am guessing it may be said person who has changed, not you, and there might be some mental instability there... or maybe they are just feeling dissatisfied with your relationship and wanting out... sadly, that just happens sometimes.[/c]

Kokuu · 26-30, M

Yeah... my thought was they just want out of it.. and I don't want to keep them in something that scares them or hurts them..

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