I Like Talking Nasty And Vulgar, It Turns Me On

I love when I am degraded for masturbating. I like feeling lesser then I am. I'm a lesbian who's been single for over 7 years. When people hear I masturbate multiple times a day they look at me as if I'm pathetic and I love it. I could just imagine them saying like. "Look at this pathetic chubby bitch. She's so ugly no woman wants her. You know she's gonna end up home alone knuckles deep in her cunt. Because that's all she can get is her own fingers"