I Am Full Of Rage
I have so much rage. It feels like everything just keeps going wrong and always will. I know that's not realistic but it's how things feel right now.
I'm so angry but all I want is a good cry with someone who loves me and wants everything to feel better. I hear that's what friends are. I may have a couple here and there far away. None in close proximity that like to hear anything other then their own voice. I hear those aren't really friends. Lol
I never was that charismatic that I could afford to throw away whatever I could find in friendship but I Probly should have anyway.
It all feels so hopeless when you realize the people you love are just liars who weren't real in the first place.
I'm so angry but all I want is a good cry with someone who loves me and wants everything to feel better. I hear that's what friends are. I may have a couple here and there far away. None in close proximity that like to hear anything other then their own voice. I hear those aren't really friends. Lol
I never was that charismatic that I could afford to throw away whatever I could find in friendship but I Probly should have anyway.
It all feels so hopeless when you realize the people you love are just liars who weren't real in the first place.
41-45, F
