I Hate Sleep

I hate sleep to the point that I don't sleep til I need sleep >:v

How do I go about my day when the first thing I hear in the morning is someone I love screaming to their death?

I really don't like it. Falling asleep takes forever. It prevents me from getting work done. And all my dreams are either terrible nightmares or are better than my reality. I don't like complaining but I want to see if anyone understands this.