I Don't Have Any Friends
In a previous post I mentioned how Experience Project helped me blossom and make friends, but I omitted the part where I lost each and every one of them. I am now alone, and I honestly have mixed feelings.
I've always been a loner, I like to keep to myself and keep life as simple as possible. Too many friends means I spend too much energy socializing and whatnot - and it's exhausting. It isn't for me. What I'd prefer is to have a couple friends who are content with their own lives so that they don't often require my time. I used to have clingy friends and they're just the worst.
In essence, I think it would be nice to know a few people who only want to hang out on occasion, instead of daily. That would require meeting people who are just like me in that regard. I can't help but think that that makes me selfish for refusing to compromise - instead it's all about me.
So now I find myself at the opposite end of the spectrum - and I don't like it.
On the bright side, I'm leaving my hometown in a month. College begins soon so I'll get to start over in a whole other province. Maybe this is just what I need.
I've always been a loner, I like to keep to myself and keep life as simple as possible. Too many friends means I spend too much energy socializing and whatnot - and it's exhausting. It isn't for me. What I'd prefer is to have a couple friends who are content with their own lives so that they don't often require my time. I used to have clingy friends and they're just the worst.
In essence, I think it would be nice to know a few people who only want to hang out on occasion, instead of daily. That would require meeting people who are just like me in that regard. I can't help but think that that makes me selfish for refusing to compromise - instead it's all about me.
So now I find myself at the opposite end of the spectrum - and I don't like it.
On the bright side, I'm leaving my hometown in a month. College begins soon so I'll get to start over in a whole other province. Maybe this is just what I need.
