I Sometimes Feel Like I Do Not Belong In Society

Early in the morning that I awaken from my deep slumber. I go into town early. Hoping that I can get a good seat at the local cafe. The cafe has two floors for during lunch time it can get pretty hectic but I never go at lunch time. I am not a people person as the name would assume in my username so I would never be there at lunch time. When my coffee arrives. It comes with a basket of sugar and a few pots of creamers. Sipping away the coffee as it dissipates the tiredness out of my body and mind. From above as I am, watching out the window and down at the street. I see various types of people. All different kinds of shapes and colours. Most of them staring down at those smartphones which when I was a kid. A mobile phone would indicate that you were a well off family that could afford such a luxury item. To me a phone is a phone no matter how many apps, and core processing speed it had. There I sat while drinking my coffee, reading the paper and just relaxing with my mind itching away as it asking me. Why do I not follow such high trends, keep up with the latest gossips, the music and even the movies. Do I not care enough? or have I figured out that these things are not important enough to exist as worries in my life?