I Think A Life Without Love Is No Life At All

I'm feeling listless and adrift.. trying to fill the days with activities that will keep me from being noticed-plastering a smile on ones face can be so tiring, and fielding questions that delve deeper than general politeness: frustrating. I do feel some activities actually build some things within me that help me remember I am more than just taking up space.. but I wouldn't say they bring me the recollection and fervor of 'living'.