I Am Scared Of Relationships But I Want One So Much

Realized a while ago that I love being with and getting close to people. Just that feeling of cuddling up with someone and spending time with them is probably the best feeling in the world. However it’s been hard finding people to actually connect with.

I was with a really good friend really right after high school and really felt like we were connecting. But with both of us going to school we couldn’t really be together. Then I started seeing someone from work and I just feel the same connection with her.

I feel like I have too many standards that I’m looking for in someone else. I really want to date a certain “type” of person. But also feel like I just want to meet people and whoever I actually fall in love with is great enough.

Now I really want to start dating but am worried about so many things that I either shy away from it or just don’t even know where to start.