I 'm venting most days because the modern world makes it so hard for people like me who have great difficulty in picking up how to do things. I find the world so unhelpful it's no wonder my main mood is frustration. I'd love life to be simple like it was in the good old days. This is part of why I can't work and am stuck on a benifit that's not really enough to enjoy living. I used to work before a major quake affected my health to the extent where I now am unable to work. Ada result I'm not greatful for surviving the quake - in my view the lucky ones were the ones that died in the quake.