I Use Experience Project As A Diary
Day 53. September 10th, 2:33 PM:
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So here we go again, after a short-lived peace with my family we had another huge go yesterday and it... wasn't nice. I dont know when I'm gonna be kicked out, and its always like that, like i always keep a 100 pounds in my pockets all the time regardless of whatever I'm wearing because i literally dont know when I'm gonna be kicked out because they dont want me, they never really did.. talk about stability ehh.. yeah..
but i have a rough idea of plan to survive on my own for sometime..College to start early October so ill move in there and look for a job and thats that. No more "Family", if.. ehm.. WHEN I move out that door i swear I'm never ever looking back ever again, not even if the house was on fire, we are done. Once and for all. I just pray to god that my plan will work, it has to.. I cant afford to be a failure, i have to prove them wrong. Failure is not even an option anymore.
Physical Check: Good.
Mental Check: Nervous, determined, building up my confidence.
Psychological Check: Scared, lost.. but I'm slowly finding my way. It okay to run away and be yourself, nothing is wrong with that.
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So here we go again, after a short-lived peace with my family we had another huge go yesterday and it... wasn't nice. I dont know when I'm gonna be kicked out, and its always like that, like i always keep a 100 pounds in my pockets all the time regardless of whatever I'm wearing because i literally dont know when I'm gonna be kicked out because they dont want me, they never really did.. talk about stability ehh.. yeah..
but i have a rough idea of plan to survive on my own for sometime..College to start early October so ill move in there and look for a job and thats that. No more "Family", if.. ehm.. WHEN I move out that door i swear I'm never ever looking back ever again, not even if the house was on fire, we are done. Once and for all. I just pray to god that my plan will work, it has to.. I cant afford to be a failure, i have to prove them wrong. Failure is not even an option anymore.
Physical Check: Good.
Mental Check: Nervous, determined, building up my confidence.
Psychological Check: Scared, lost.. but I'm slowly finding my way. It okay to run away and be yourself, nothing is wrong with that.
26-30, M