I Use Experience Project As A Diary
Day 5. April 11th, 10:59 pm:
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Sigh... I cant help it!! Right now, i have every reason to be happy but i just cant help it, I wish if people could understand that I CANT FUCKING HELP IT!! My mood swings, my insecurities, my depression.. Its not something that i chose to have, i really hate it when theyre initiated ba<x>sed on utterly ridiculous reasons..but i cant help it.. I feel it, the depression is im human form, standing there, lurking in the shadows and looking at me right in the eyes from afar while im standing there and looking at it and to only realise that this personnel slashing there is nothing but...me..
Physical check: tired and sleepy
Mind check: i dont even know wtf an i doing anymore
Psychological check: left blank..
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Sigh... I cant help it!! Right now, i have every reason to be happy but i just cant help it, I wish if people could understand that I CANT FUCKING HELP IT!! My mood swings, my insecurities, my depression.. Its not something that i chose to have, i really hate it when theyre initiated ba<x>sed on utterly ridiculous reasons..but i cant help it.. I feel it, the depression is im human form, standing there, lurking in the shadows and looking at me right in the eyes from afar while im standing there and looking at it and to only realise that this personnel slashing there is nothing but...me..
Physical check: tired and sleepy
Mind check: i dont even know wtf an i doing anymore
Psychological check: left blank..
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