I Wish My Mind Had A Delete Button
well it doesnt, so i kinda bury memories as deep as possible in the meanwhile creating new better ones
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SubZeroSlays808 · 26-30, M
If some memories are not going away and they involve someone you miss, it could mean that they are trying to tell you something.
qveenv · F
@SubZeroSlays808 wow thats deep, i think its true but i try to not dwell in it and move forward with whatever i have now, or future
SubZeroSlays808 · 26-30, M
@qveenv I appreciate the complement, but if I'm honest, I don't really consider myself deep. I simply know a few things that others my age haven't discovered yet.
Furthermore, the only reason I know what I know is because it took me five years of dead-end jobs, failed relationships and people whose lives I apparently wasn't good enough to be a part of for me to realize that I needed to bury the hatchet with my childhood best friend (who I previously had had a terrible spat with in high school that created a distance between us both). Just because he had spoken words in the past that scarred me, I was convinced that moving on was the right thing to do. But my every effort to do so crashed and burned and after he and I parted ways, everything in my life just continued to go to hell in a handbasket.
I traveled a long road of loneliness and misfortune before eventually realizing "since nothing is going right, going left may be the answer".
That's exactly what I did and have been much happier since then. Even though things aren't exactly the same as they were during the best years of our friendship, for the first time in forever, I feel like things with my childhood best friend and in my life in and of itself are finally headed in the right direction.
I know this must have been a lot to take in and I apologize if I have made you feel overwhelmed at all. I only share my knowledge with you, because even though we are complete strangers to each other, I care enough that I would not wish the hell that I went through on my worst enemy. Know that I wish the best for you and hope to see you become a happier person.
Kind regards,
SubZeroSlays808
Furthermore, the only reason I know what I know is because it took me five years of dead-end jobs, failed relationships and people whose lives I apparently wasn't good enough to be a part of for me to realize that I needed to bury the hatchet with my childhood best friend (who I previously had had a terrible spat with in high school that created a distance between us both). Just because he had spoken words in the past that scarred me, I was convinced that moving on was the right thing to do. But my every effort to do so crashed and burned and after he and I parted ways, everything in my life just continued to go to hell in a handbasket.
I traveled a long road of loneliness and misfortune before eventually realizing "since nothing is going right, going left may be the answer".
That's exactly what I did and have been much happier since then. Even though things aren't exactly the same as they were during the best years of our friendship, for the first time in forever, I feel like things with my childhood best friend and in my life in and of itself are finally headed in the right direction.
I know this must have been a lot to take in and I apologize if I have made you feel overwhelmed at all. I only share my knowledge with you, because even though we are complete strangers to each other, I care enough that I would not wish the hell that I went through on my worst enemy. Know that I wish the best for you and hope to see you become a happier person.
Kind regards,
SubZeroSlays808
Rambler · M
That's probably all you can do. Takes time.