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I Don't Think I Can Do This Anymore

Anytime I ever try to look on the brightside or hear there is always tomorrow. I get that, not everyday is perfect not even close. But when everyday is like rolling down a hill without stopping. How can you be sure tomorrow will ever be better?

At what point does that tomorrow come? The one everyone talks about.

Today has been rough like every other, got some bad news over the phone and it just reminded me of why nothing will change. Even if I push myself to a breaking point. Even if I make it to the top of the hill, reality hits and suddenly the hill is bigger and I'm back on the ground.

What more can someone give when they have given everything they have?

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Mamapolo2016 · F

I don’t know you but I’m going to hazard some guesses.

First, you haven’t given everything you have. Every time I have thought I did, digging a little deeper revealed there was more - of everything.

Second, life isn’t a conveyor belt that you step on to and get swept to the realization of your dreams. It’s more like a steam powered train that chugs uphill and races downhill and you have to decide which station is the right one. Sometimes the engineer changes and some of them are insane. The train can be crowded or empty.

That’s what traveling is all about.