I Keep My Emotions Bottled Up

Some people feed on emotions. A lot have to do with innosence and sexuality like sleeping sirens in the night. A lot of people feed on what you are in a negative way. Like merlin or felix the cat. But the scariest thing is when someone feeds on the bleed. Leaving you is something that is not to hurt you. Its to save myself from danger. For I know you are not in any either. Thus if I where to think that Id only be feeding the bleed of something that never happened and is not to be anymore in my own heart. What is the dark merlin? Or the evil marry poppins?