I Want To Be Open And Honest With My Feelings
I won't sugarcoat my feelings about this so here it goes.
I do get emotional sometimes. I mean I do tend to hide my true feelings and try to fight my tears back so others won't see me cry. I don't like others seeing me cry and sometimes I feel like a big crybaby but we all have feelings, especially insensitive people that expects you to "toughen up" or "get over it" when someone you love dies. When someone lost their relatives or have a serious illness, it's heartbreaking. Like when we have family come into town or visit them, the part that sucks is leaving or them leaving. Sometimes I get emotional. Like when I visited my mom and aunt, I get a bit emotional when I leave Sunday. I'm so close to my mom and it's hard leaving but gotta go back home. I do miss my dad and can't wait to see him Sunday. Anyways, I dont like sugarcoating my feelings but sometimes I say I'm fine when I'm really not sometimes. I feel like I should be tough, strong and be happy all the time but it's impossible to be happy 24/7. Anyways I just wanted to say my honest thoughts.
I do get emotional sometimes. I mean I do tend to hide my true feelings and try to fight my tears back so others won't see me cry. I don't like others seeing me cry and sometimes I feel like a big crybaby but we all have feelings, especially insensitive people that expects you to "toughen up" or "get over it" when someone you love dies. When someone lost their relatives or have a serious illness, it's heartbreaking. Like when we have family come into town or visit them, the part that sucks is leaving or them leaving. Sometimes I get emotional. Like when I visited my mom and aunt, I get a bit emotional when I leave Sunday. I'm so close to my mom and it's hard leaving but gotta go back home. I do miss my dad and can't wait to see him Sunday. Anyways, I dont like sugarcoating my feelings but sometimes I say I'm fine when I'm really not sometimes. I feel like I should be tough, strong and be happy all the time but it's impossible to be happy 24/7. Anyways I just wanted to say my honest thoughts.
