Yes, it sucks when it's being a mindset, either you're like us, or you'll feel like a stranger in your own country. I really thought that i was the mad one there. But thanks God, since i moved away, I saw how real educated humans live in 2017/2018, i'm not questionning myself anymore. But what annoys me is that i still belong to that country and people will always ask you when will you be back and see you as the saver of your country (and you end up being forced to think that you have to do something in your country afterwards)