I Know What Unrequited Love Feels Like

Why do I feel treated like an occasional object? I'm a damn good girlfriend.... I'm always there for his goods and bads... There has never been one single time in my relationship that I have given him the opportunity to not feel cared for. Whether I am hurt.. or angry I've never left him to feel alone. I am proud of myself as a person, but I hate how I let him push me around sometimes.. For someone who has been so hurt and emotionally abused from current and previous relationships, I love to my full capacity. No matter the situation i'm caring, loving and loyal... I never let my love falter. Yeah sure, maybe sometimes I am a stubborn brat and on more than a few occasions need more than a few hugs but I am a lover, and I know anyone would be lucky to have someone like myself. I think he only hates it because he has it. It's easy to take advantage of hearts like my own. But if I was to be gone, giving my efforts to someone else who may appreciate them more.. then what? If I'm answering honestly I'm not sure how he'd feel. Part of me says he'll realize that he shouldn't have let me walk away and the other half leads me to think that his loner type ego will mask and mutilate his true feelings. But maybe thinking he'd miss me is to far fetched all together.