I Know What Unrequited Love Feels Like

Being in love with a guy you can never have is so painful. I love this guy. It was love at first sight. I really believe he is my soulmate. I would do anything for him and he cant even see it. When he came into my life he pulled me from my cloud of darkness. He is a great guy and makes me a better person. He is the one person in this world that i can be myself around and that i trust completely. When he is around me all my darkness and depression fades. But us only being friends is so hard. I have to make a choice, Have him my life as a friend or not at all. I can’t see my life without him but it kill me to see him with another girl. I want him to be happy but it really kills me. I don’t know what to do anymore. He is the one good thing in my life but he is also killing me inside.