I Journal Sometimes
If your looking to book something, and you need to book it through a specific place and only YOU can book it through that place, how on earth is it my fault if it doesnt work out? .. sometimes I just sit back and wonder how peoples brains work, how they are wired, and how can someone be so stupid.
I act like I really don't care, but in reality I really do, because this person who I just basically called stupid is all I have. The reason they are all I have, is because I chose to make them all I have. I chose to be like this, I wasn't forced to let go of everyone.
It took me a long time to realize that some people were not good for me or my mental health. They just made things worse, and instead of keeping them around, I decided to let them go, to better myself. Do they hate me for it? sure they do, but I know that I am doing a hell of a lot better without them.
Sorry that this post is totally all over the place, but let's face it, our minds run wild with thought, I'm just trying to organize mine.
I act like I really don't care, but in reality I really do, because this person who I just basically called stupid is all I have. The reason they are all I have, is because I chose to make them all I have. I chose to be like this, I wasn't forced to let go of everyone.
It took me a long time to realize that some people were not good for me or my mental health. They just made things worse, and instead of keeping them around, I decided to let them go, to better myself. Do they hate me for it? sure they do, but I know that I am doing a hell of a lot better without them.
Sorry that this post is totally all over the place, but let's face it, our minds run wild with thought, I'm just trying to organize mine.
31-35, F
