Is it normal to feel like crying while dirty talking someone ?

No, being with him shouldn't make you feel that way. And he should want you to be happy too.

If I found myself feeling like I had to do something that made me uncomfortable in order to please the man in my life, I would do some soul searching and ask myself why it's so hard to maintain firm boundaries, even with the people I love. But I would also wonder why he felt that it was more important for him to always get what he wanted than for us both to be happy, and at some point I would have to talk to him about that. This isn't okay.

No. That is not normal. If you are uncomfortable don't do it. He should want to make YOU happy too. This is not.

Nope. You shouldn’t be doing anything that makes you feel uncomfortable, nor should he want you to. Very selfish.

Absolutely not. Tell him how you feel, please. It should be fun and comfortable for both of you. If he's worth it he'll understand.

Let him know you're not comfortable. There's probably things he wouldn't be comfortable with either.

You shouldn't have to do things that make you uncomfortable.

That’s abuse . This makes me really sad for you :(

No. That's not normal. If you're letting him walk all over you, that's on you. You're going to have to learn how to establish boundaries with people, or no one will ever respect you. I realize you want to please him, but the thing about relationships is that they are about mutual beneficence. Yeah, sometimes you're going to have to make compromises. But if you're going to friggin' cry about it, then it's probably not something you can compromise on, no?

Honestly, I feel like if you can't even respect yourself, how are you going to be in a healthy relationship? That has to come first, imo.

If you don't want to say those things but you do it anyway then you are just his slave.

Then don't say them I'll not change it do things just so another can b happy tell him if he don't like then he don't love u