I Don'T Know What To Make Of It
I protected you, I defended you, I LOVED you!! And YOU back stabbed me. And it's not funny. It never was, and it never will be. It still creeps up on me from time to time. I really should have known better.
February is coming to an end. March will begin soon. Don't worry, I wont be sending you anymore hate mails. Did you even realize that it was me? You always were smart that way. No matter what people said, I knew you, at least a part of you. And you know what, I always will know that part of you no matter how much you try to hide it now.
So Happy Nineteenth, I won't be wishing you. I was drunk enough to do so on New Year's Eve, but I won't be doing it again.
March is a month I have always associated with you. Even when you were out of my life. Even now, when I know you will never come back in it.
Do you think about us? Do you ever give me a passing thought?! Do you still have that much of a decency? Or even that is lost?!
February is coming to an end. March will begin soon. Don't worry, I wont be sending you anymore hate mails. Did you even realize that it was me? You always were smart that way. No matter what people said, I knew you, at least a part of you. And you know what, I always will know that part of you no matter how much you try to hide it now.
So Happy Nineteenth, I won't be wishing you. I was drunk enough to do so on New Year's Eve, but I won't be doing it again.
March is a month I have always associated with you. Even when you were out of my life. Even now, when I know you will never come back in it.
Do you think about us? Do you ever give me a passing thought?! Do you still have that much of a decency? Or even that is lost?!
26-30, F