I Don't Believe In Love
At least I'm trying to deny its existence, or more like, its value.
It's just become hilarious to me how I've still never been in a relationship at almost 18 and how some of my friends don't even have to try to find a new relationship shortly after a breakup.
It's hilarious to watch too: first they feel so depressed they wanna die and [i]I[/i], yes, [i]I[/i] have to help them out by telling them they're not the worthless pieces of sh!t they think they are, and only a few days (sometimes weeks, sometimes months, but never more than 3) later they got someone new and suddenly are the happiest people on Earth...
Yeah, seems legit.
And then there's me, someone who's been trying for years to finally date someone and get laid eventually, but always ends up being told the same sh!t over and over again: "Oh, you're such a nice guy, you'll find someone, I'm sure".
The fact that I'm bisexual doesn't make it better. You'd think my chances are higher since I like both girls and guys, but nope!
I've been rejected by a guy as well. Additionally, I only get messages from fvckboys in their 20's on the dating apps I have.
No girls, not even decent boys.
I'll just try to avoid all kinds of love stuff from now on, hoping that'll make it easier to deal with being chronically single... 💔
It's just become hilarious to me how I've still never been in a relationship at almost 18 and how some of my friends don't even have to try to find a new relationship shortly after a breakup.
It's hilarious to watch too: first they feel so depressed they wanna die and [i]I[/i], yes, [i]I[/i] have to help them out by telling them they're not the worthless pieces of sh!t they think they are, and only a few days (sometimes weeks, sometimes months, but never more than 3) later they got someone new and suddenly are the happiest people on Earth...
Yeah, seems legit.
And then there's me, someone who's been trying for years to finally date someone and get laid eventually, but always ends up being told the same sh!t over and over again: "Oh, you're such a nice guy, you'll find someone, I'm sure".
The fact that I'm bisexual doesn't make it better. You'd think my chances are higher since I like both girls and guys, but nope!
I've been rejected by a guy as well. Additionally, I only get messages from fvckboys in their 20's on the dating apps I have.
No girls, not even decent boys.
I'll just try to avoid all kinds of love stuff from now on, hoping that'll make it easier to deal with being chronically single... 💔
