I Know That Life Goes On
I’ve dreamed of writing an autobiography since I learnt to write. No body has ever asked me what’s it’s like to be me, then again, I’ve never asked anyone this either.
My life is good, despite my sad or negative stories you might read, do not assume God has been bad to me. To make things clear, I have an amazing life, it’s nothing fascinating or interesting, buts it’s good. I had a wonderful childhood, filled with happy memories. Of course I do have some memories I repress to this date, but on a bigger scale, these memories are incomparable to the happiness I grew up with. I grew up slowly, wishing I was older just like most 12 year olds. My teen years flew past me, the hardest years I had to face, they weren’t that hard, they only seemed hard because my childhood had been so simple.
Teen years are weird. In every way. You learn for the very first time, even though you had been to school 6 years earlier. You see the world so differently, and you come across things that change how you act, and who you are. Just as they say, childhood shapes your personality the most, however I believe teen hood is closely behind being just as important. If your a teenager and reading this, please take notes.
It’ll seem for a while that the universe is against you, and your life is so tragic. Maybe it is, maybe your hormonal and being dramatic, either way, these feelings don’t last forever. You’ll find yourself sooner than you think. You might experience being emotionally hurt for the first time, but that’s ok, because it’s going to teach you about people, and it will make you stronger someday... and soon, it will make you wiser. Most days throughout the age of 13-18 you’ll waste on silly things, hours spent on your phone, and tears shedded for the wrong things. Someday when your older, realising how quick life is passing, this wasted time will teach you about how fragile everyday is, and it might actually push you to do something greater for yourself and your life. You’ll get piercings, new clothes, dyed hair, tons of selfies and many more things to prove to people about who you “truely are” but you’ll discover that this doesn’t determine who you are in life, not only that, but you’ll realise how irrelevant other people’s opinions are to you. One day you’ll change your life for other people, this may be done in several ways, but each of these ways will slowly eat into your happiness, and you’ll loose yourself. But that’s alright because when you loose yourself you can go out and find yourself again. To sum things up, these years aren’t going to last forever. You won’t be who you are forever either, you can be whoever you want to be soon.
My life is good, despite my sad or negative stories you might read, do not assume God has been bad to me. To make things clear, I have an amazing life, it’s nothing fascinating or interesting, buts it’s good. I had a wonderful childhood, filled with happy memories. Of course I do have some memories I repress to this date, but on a bigger scale, these memories are incomparable to the happiness I grew up with. I grew up slowly, wishing I was older just like most 12 year olds. My teen years flew past me, the hardest years I had to face, they weren’t that hard, they only seemed hard because my childhood had been so simple.
Teen years are weird. In every way. You learn for the very first time, even though you had been to school 6 years earlier. You see the world so differently, and you come across things that change how you act, and who you are. Just as they say, childhood shapes your personality the most, however I believe teen hood is closely behind being just as important. If your a teenager and reading this, please take notes.
It’ll seem for a while that the universe is against you, and your life is so tragic. Maybe it is, maybe your hormonal and being dramatic, either way, these feelings don’t last forever. You’ll find yourself sooner than you think. You might experience being emotionally hurt for the first time, but that’s ok, because it’s going to teach you about people, and it will make you stronger someday... and soon, it will make you wiser. Most days throughout the age of 13-18 you’ll waste on silly things, hours spent on your phone, and tears shedded for the wrong things. Someday when your older, realising how quick life is passing, this wasted time will teach you about how fragile everyday is, and it might actually push you to do something greater for yourself and your life. You’ll get piercings, new clothes, dyed hair, tons of selfies and many more things to prove to people about who you “truely are” but you’ll discover that this doesn’t determine who you are in life, not only that, but you’ll realise how irrelevant other people’s opinions are to you. One day you’ll change your life for other people, this may be done in several ways, but each of these ways will slowly eat into your happiness, and you’ll loose yourself. But that’s alright because when you loose yourself you can go out and find yourself again. To sum things up, these years aren’t going to last forever. You won’t be who you are forever either, you can be whoever you want to be soon.
22-25, F
