I Want to Tell You My Love Story
This is my story, I started dating this girl more then a year ago, she's 5 years younger then me, but we get along so well, she's smart, beautiful kindhearted and we get along really well, I play guitar and she sings, so every time we get together, we start playing songs and everybody gets jealous of us.
Anyways, about 4 months since we started dating, her mother died, and my girlfriend went through this horrible depression, her father is neglecting her, her brother is emotionally abusive to her, no one cared for her, but me, I was there for her every single day, I take her home every day from school, I take her out to have fun, I even did give her my lunch money because she was having financial problems, and I dont regret doing it, she was suicidal and I was more then happy to help her.
But sometimes she's becomes really bad with me, like for instance, yesterday it was a Saturday, I asked her out and she said no I wanna stay home, but her friends called and she went out with them, her answer? well "I'm boring" to her, she didnt want to see me, she wanted something different.
So I call her today, she's all cold with me, doesnt want to talk, and went I kept asking whats wrong, she said she's angry, about what? well she had an argue with her father, and she takes it on me...
Sometimes I wish I never met her, like I would've had a much simpler life, I can't leave her, I love her, and I'm afraid she hurt herself, but at the same time, I'm hurting my self, I'm emotionally abused, I consider her as my best friend, I had a nightmare last night and was hoping she'll make me feel better about it, well she laughed when I told her... LAUGHED!
Every time we have a fight, I'm the one who calls first, I get worried about her, what if she hurts her self, because well her mother killed her self, and she sometimes tells me that she have suicidal thoughts.
I wish things were different.
Anyways, about 4 months since we started dating, her mother died, and my girlfriend went through this horrible depression, her father is neglecting her, her brother is emotionally abusive to her, no one cared for her, but me, I was there for her every single day, I take her home every day from school, I take her out to have fun, I even did give her my lunch money because she was having financial problems, and I dont regret doing it, she was suicidal and I was more then happy to help her.
But sometimes she's becomes really bad with me, like for instance, yesterday it was a Saturday, I asked her out and she said no I wanna stay home, but her friends called and she went out with them, her answer? well "I'm boring" to her, she didnt want to see me, she wanted something different.
So I call her today, she's all cold with me, doesnt want to talk, and went I kept asking whats wrong, she said she's angry, about what? well she had an argue with her father, and she takes it on me...
Sometimes I wish I never met her, like I would've had a much simpler life, I can't leave her, I love her, and I'm afraid she hurt herself, but at the same time, I'm hurting my self, I'm emotionally abused, I consider her as my best friend, I had a nightmare last night and was hoping she'll make me feel better about it, well she laughed when I told her... LAUGHED!
Every time we have a fight, I'm the one who calls first, I get worried about her, what if she hurts her self, because well her mother killed her self, and she sometimes tells me that she have suicidal thoughts.
I wish things were different.
