I Want to Tell You My Love Story

This is my love story. 100% real. I was in love with someone who I never met. She's a lady, she had a beautiful heart that made me feel excited, aroused, happy, comfortable, joyful, grateful, cheerful, high, and all good feeling that even I couldn't find what words exactly to draw my feeling when I'm talking to her. And I'm only texting via EP, then moved here to SW. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just want her to be my love. Could someone tell me why is this happening? And what should I do now?