I Am So Ugly
I am so ugly, I shouldn't even be human...
Almost every Indian woman, from India, is extremely, extremely, exotically beautiful, when I am nothing compared to them.
I'm not Indian, I'm what many Indians from India refer to as being an Untouchable, or an Outcaste.
It's too bad I'm so ugly. I'm losing weight, but I have a feeling that I 'may' wind up doing some serious damage to my face. I hate myself. I hate me. I'm ugly. I don't want to be institutionalized for harming what belongs to me, or what is attached to me. That's my business, it's my ugly face, why should anyone care? How much of a difference is the sight of my ugly face supposed to make?
I know I was never meant to look this way, and my looks have been nothing but a challenge for me, as I was messed up over the Caste System.
I was drugged with steroids and other harmful toxins by a Caste System Genocide alongside her Caucasian boyfriends and one of their families. My right eye has already been partially disfigured, as the Caste System follower's Caucasian boyfriend'd burnt the corner of my right eye with his lit cigarette while I'd had seizures...
I only want for my face to be disfigured because I don't deserve to have a face if it's going to be so ugly. I don't want for anyone to pity me. I don't want to give anyone or even myself any trouble. I want to live and die knowing that I have a face that's been mutilated only because I wasn't pleased with what someone else did to me. I'd rather rely on myself being disfigured than ugly. Ugly is worse than being disfigured. I can't live knowing that I'll forever be ugly, so I'd rather punish myself for being ugly instead and live knowing that I'd gotten what I'd deserved.
Indian women from India are externally very attractive creatures. I myself, however, could never be beautiful because I am ugly and was branded an 'Untouchable'.
I just want to relieve myself from all my ugliness.
A note to my readers :
When and if you should comment, keep in mind that where pity is concerned, I refuse to go looking for it... I just want to express my feelings and truest inner emotions.
Thank You :)
Almost every Indian woman, from India, is extremely, extremely, exotically beautiful, when I am nothing compared to them.
I'm not Indian, I'm what many Indians from India refer to as being an Untouchable, or an Outcaste.
It's too bad I'm so ugly. I'm losing weight, but I have a feeling that I 'may' wind up doing some serious damage to my face. I hate myself. I hate me. I'm ugly. I don't want to be institutionalized for harming what belongs to me, or what is attached to me. That's my business, it's my ugly face, why should anyone care? How much of a difference is the sight of my ugly face supposed to make?
I know I was never meant to look this way, and my looks have been nothing but a challenge for me, as I was messed up over the Caste System.
I was drugged with steroids and other harmful toxins by a Caste System Genocide alongside her Caucasian boyfriends and one of their families. My right eye has already been partially disfigured, as the Caste System follower's Caucasian boyfriend'd burnt the corner of my right eye with his lit cigarette while I'd had seizures...
I only want for my face to be disfigured because I don't deserve to have a face if it's going to be so ugly. I don't want for anyone to pity me. I don't want to give anyone or even myself any trouble. I want to live and die knowing that I have a face that's been mutilated only because I wasn't pleased with what someone else did to me. I'd rather rely on myself being disfigured than ugly. Ugly is worse than being disfigured. I can't live knowing that I'll forever be ugly, so I'd rather punish myself for being ugly instead and live knowing that I'd gotten what I'd deserved.
Indian women from India are externally very attractive creatures. I myself, however, could never be beautiful because I am ugly and was branded an 'Untouchable'.
I just want to relieve myself from all my ugliness.
A note to my readers :
When and if you should comment, keep in mind that where pity is concerned, I refuse to go looking for it... I just want to express my feelings and truest inner emotions.
Thank You :)
