I Want God At the Center of My Life

If i've ever spoken to you personally on here, you'd know that these past weeks have been brutal. I was going through a lot of drama, letting a lot of things get to me, breaking down mentally, exams really had me doubting myself and all, my family getting to me at times. I was so depressed man, suicidal thoughts saturated my mind, day in day out. I didn't want a catastrophe because as much as my family were pain in the ass..no one deserves to lose a loved one that way.

I grew up very religious, going to church and all but since adulthood, I've been neglecting god. Recently, in light of everything, I just KNEW he was the answer so I sought him. I have been praying, fasting and really speaking to him. I haven't been feeling suicidal anymore, my depression is slowing but surely fading. I pray to him for just about everything and its working out.

I will continue along my journey and walk the path of righteousness