I Am Queer

Even though I've dated men, women, and others, Own several bras and dresses, I still find it hard to think of myself as queer sometimes. I just don't feel like I fit in. I've never been too enthusiastic about pride, sometimes I wonder if I'll ever stop hating myself. Just started taking hormones about a month ago, haven't seen too many changes yet, but I'm a tall bitch and heavy so I wonder how much I'll really see change. I guess its a bit too early to lose hope.