I Am Queer

Living my queer lifestyle has made me incredibly boring. Now that I am content and no longer fighting to be something I am not, I don't feel the need to involve myself in naughty shenanigans constantly. I find myself now, so unexpectedly, in a monogamous relationship with a lovely demigirl. She smells good. She holds me. We cuddle constantly. That's all I need. In my old life I thought I needed a fetish lifestyle with constant sex and multiple partners. I was wrong. I was spiraling out of control. I just needed the proper match and for someone to touch my arm more often. I cook her breakfast. We talk about politics. We clean the house. I don't really enjoy clubs anymore. I only sometimes ogle jock celebrities when they appear in my Facebook feed. I have three cats now and a pixie cut. It feels right.