I Hate Getting Flashbacks I Don't Want To Remember
For a few weeks now I have been picking up my life and found a way to leave things behind as much as I could. But I noticed at quiet times or at times where I should relax that I get flashbacks from awefull memories. I always had them but only when I felt sad but now I get them more often.
It has affected my social behaviour a lot and I am afraid to talk about it to people since I find and sometimes notice that people get a bit sick of me talking about it. So I keep to myself which makes me often sad. It got to a point where it even takes out the joy in daily things like eating, and my weight has dropped a lot.
I was known to be the chubby kid that was fun to be around and was able to make people feel good but that has changed so much that people can tell. I am starting to get less chubby and less outgoing... who am I?
It has affected my social behaviour a lot and I am afraid to talk about it to people since I find and sometimes notice that people get a bit sick of me talking about it. So I keep to myself which makes me often sad. It got to a point where it even takes out the joy in daily things like eating, and my weight has dropped a lot.
I was known to be the chubby kid that was fun to be around and was able to make people feel good but that has changed so much that people can tell. I am starting to get less chubby and less outgoing... who am I?
36-40, M