I Don't Want To Fall In Love

Whenever i find my self being attached or attracted, i find someone else and i make my self more attached and attracted to that someone else in secret... and then when i'm finally totally over the original guy and when i find myself being attracted and attached to the other guy for real i just do the same to a different guy. I do this cycle in secret and it always works. I've never really fallen in love in my entire life hahahaha and i really don't intend to ever fall in love. I just can't ever imagine myself falling in love romantically. I just hate the idea and i just don't find relationships to be worth-it.