I Need To Focus
Just going to ramble random sentences. Nothing exciting here.
I really need to focus on one day at a time. Ideally, it will be the day that I am currently experiencing and not some future day that may or may not ever happen.
First and foremost, I need to sell the house that I currently live in.
I may need to remain in Florida for another year, so I suppose I should buy a cheap condo since the rent is so high here.
Do I want to stay in Florida? I am kind of excited about all the space stuff going on around here. The Blue Origin building is almost complete, so it will be Space X, Blue Origin, ULA, Atlas...and even more to come. That being said, even with all that fun new stuff, I'll still remain in my lonely little boat. There really isn't anything else for me here. Not that there will be anything for me anywhere else...sure, people say things. But a lot of people say a lot of things that they never follow through on. There are no guarantees except death and taxes.
If I am going to leave Florida, I should decide if I should go back to school. What for? No idea.
Life would be easier with a better paying career, of course...but then again, the return of investment at my age might not be worth paying for fancy pieces of paper. But, then again, maybe it would be...
I still have so much to do to get the house ready to put on the market. Some things, the county doesn't want to give me a permit for until a survey is done and that is currently in the works. So, instead of thinking about all the things that need to be done after that is all said and done, I need to just focus on all the stuff that I can do without a permit. I just need to focus on [b][i][u]ONE DAMN THING AT A TIME[/u][/i][/b]! 😡 Quit thinking about all the other crap that doesn't matter today.
I really need to focus on one day at a time. Ideally, it will be the day that I am currently experiencing and not some future day that may or may not ever happen.
First and foremost, I need to sell the house that I currently live in.
I may need to remain in Florida for another year, so I suppose I should buy a cheap condo since the rent is so high here.
Do I want to stay in Florida? I am kind of excited about all the space stuff going on around here. The Blue Origin building is almost complete, so it will be Space X, Blue Origin, ULA, Atlas...and even more to come. That being said, even with all that fun new stuff, I'll still remain in my lonely little boat. There really isn't anything else for me here. Not that there will be anything for me anywhere else...sure, people say things. But a lot of people say a lot of things that they never follow through on. There are no guarantees except death and taxes.
If I am going to leave Florida, I should decide if I should go back to school. What for? No idea.
Life would be easier with a better paying career, of course...but then again, the return of investment at my age might not be worth paying for fancy pieces of paper. But, then again, maybe it would be...
I still have so much to do to get the house ready to put on the market. Some things, the county doesn't want to give me a permit for until a survey is done and that is currently in the works. So, instead of thinking about all the things that need to be done after that is all said and done, I need to just focus on all the stuff that I can do without a permit. I just need to focus on [b][i][u]ONE DAMN THING AT A TIME[/u][/i][/b]! 😡 Quit thinking about all the other crap that doesn't matter today.
