I Am Done
I am so done with certain people in my life and I need to let them go for good. Sadly my mother is one of them. When I called to let you know I was ok, I did the right thing unlike someone who tells me one month after the fact that my grandparents were in a car accident,(at least they were OK) but still, you told me a month later? Instead of right away?. My mum only told me a month later because she "didn't want to worry me".thanks for making me feel real unimportant especially when it was them that did the job that you couldn't be fucked doing when I was younger and that was raising me. I don't hate you or resent you for sheltering me or keeping me away from social situations as a kid because you thought because of my autism I'm "retarded".
Yes I rebelled against all that and gave your life hell growing up, well if you gave me a chance to show me I can live a normal life instead of putting me in this stupid bubble and withdrawing me away from the world, maybe I would of been more well behaved, not only that, no one would of picked on me, I would have more friends than I do now, people would look at me as someone to be taken seriously, instead I get looked at like an idiot because of this stupid label you carried over me for years.
Where were you on the important milestones of my life? You were never there, you couldn't even give a flying shit what's going on in my life, it seems that you get pleasure in me going down hill in life, when something is wrong with me I'm either over reacting or, it's nothing, or I did it to myself, just like the response I got when I told her I got out of hospital with a bleeding stomach. yeah maybe a lot of the damage I have done to myself. Do you expect me to see the world full of unicorns and fucking sprinkles after the way you treat me all this time, no you have raised nothing but a broken soul who can only repair itself without you in my life.
What you said to me last night really broke me and I have come to realise where I stand and there's just no room for you in my life anymore. You expect me to apologise for doing nothing wrong but standing up to you. Well how about I apologise for the following that you resent me for. Oh and I forgot to add, one of your best friends Molested me while I was 8 years old and you think you would even believe me if I told you which I still haven't told you till this day?
1. SORRY I WAS BORN TOO EARLY FOR YOU AND RUINED YOUR PARALEGAL CAREER.
2. SORRY I WAS BORN A BOY AND NOT A GIRL LIKE YOU WANTED. GOOD THING DAD TALKED YOU OUT OF AN ABORTION
3. IM OVER YOU REAENTING ME BECAUSE I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO GIVE YOU A GRAND CHILD
4. YOU DONT WORRY ABOUT HAVING TO BURYING ME ANYMORE,INFACT I WILL SHOW YOU I CAN LIVE A NORMAL LIFE AND IF YOU WANT IN YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME.
Yes I rebelled against all that and gave your life hell growing up, well if you gave me a chance to show me I can live a normal life instead of putting me in this stupid bubble and withdrawing me away from the world, maybe I would of been more well behaved, not only that, no one would of picked on me, I would have more friends than I do now, people would look at me as someone to be taken seriously, instead I get looked at like an idiot because of this stupid label you carried over me for years.
Where were you on the important milestones of my life? You were never there, you couldn't even give a flying shit what's going on in my life, it seems that you get pleasure in me going down hill in life, when something is wrong with me I'm either over reacting or, it's nothing, or I did it to myself, just like the response I got when I told her I got out of hospital with a bleeding stomach. yeah maybe a lot of the damage I have done to myself. Do you expect me to see the world full of unicorns and fucking sprinkles after the way you treat me all this time, no you have raised nothing but a broken soul who can only repair itself without you in my life.
What you said to me last night really broke me and I have come to realise where I stand and there's just no room for you in my life anymore. You expect me to apologise for doing nothing wrong but standing up to you. Well how about I apologise for the following that you resent me for. Oh and I forgot to add, one of your best friends Molested me while I was 8 years old and you think you would even believe me if I told you which I still haven't told you till this day?
1. SORRY I WAS BORN TOO EARLY FOR YOU AND RUINED YOUR PARALEGAL CAREER.
2. SORRY I WAS BORN A BOY AND NOT A GIRL LIKE YOU WANTED. GOOD THING DAD TALKED YOU OUT OF AN ABORTION
3. IM OVER YOU REAENTING ME BECAUSE I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO GIVE YOU A GRAND CHILD
4. YOU DONT WORRY ABOUT HAVING TO BURYING ME ANYMORE,INFACT I WILL SHOW YOU I CAN LIVE A NORMAL LIFE AND IF YOU WANT IN YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME.
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