Hey Poetry Belle, happy early birthday! I'm sorry you're feeling unloved and wanted. Those are all pesky lies though. You have so much value and purpose. You are loved beyond what you know. Here's a video that really encourage me and hope it will help to brighten your day. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V9TjJgj7HHQ. I know it's tiring, I've been there. Trust me though, hope is available. Is there anyone you can talk to about how you're feeling?