I Am In a Taken In Hand Relationship
Consistance... Well, I guess we got a little off teach since my "update" story. Stress and daily life take over and we both slipped back into our old ways. Kind of.
Mike would still give me warnings but that was about it. I was testing him and testing him. Let me tell you I was basically trying to find his limit. Without even knowing I was doing it.
So two nights ago I was feisty. Imagine that!!! Mike said come lay down. He was all sweet and had a smile. He had the area "set up" I had a pillow so I was comfortable etc. occasionally ill lay across his lap while we watch tv. He will rub my back or even back side. Give a few taps. Just be caressing. He said that this is what it was.
Let me just say this same day I didn't eat breakfast or lunch. Come dinner time, I felt sick. We had went to a friends house and had an amazing dinner. You woulda thought I hadn't eaten in weeks. It was so good. Mike shot me looks through out dinner along with comments like. "You didn't eat today?" "Gee no wonder you are hungry." "Well you know what this means." I was nervous and at the same time annoyed. I needed to go shopping. We didn't have much in the house so I just didn't bother.
Ok anyways! I'm laying across his lap and he's politely lecturing me about my sugar levels. I'm agreeing with him. He's saying how I'm going to end up diabetic or pass out while I'm alone and no ones around to help me. He says "I know we have gotten off track." So I say "yea we have. So your gonna be consistent now?" I turn my head to look at him. Omg! The look he was giving me. I said "what? I'm just asking." We'll that was a BIG mistake! Mike replied "ya know what? I haven't been consistent, but that's gonna change" I said ok and turned back around to enjoy my "rub" hahahah. He then added "I'm going to start right now" I started complaining that its not fair. I tried to get up without success. He said "nope! You want consistency, it's starting now." I said "that's not fair. You lied to me. This is suppose to be a fun one." Didn't work let me tell you.
My mouth got me in trouble AGAIN.
So after my not so fun rub, mike goes in for a snack. He sees there's a little bit of wheat bread. He said you couldn't eat wheat for breakfast today? I said no I hate wheat. He then starts saying. So there is stuff to eat just not what you want? And gives me a look. So I replied "hey I already got punished for this" then he holds my chin and gives me a look and tells me to watch it. Hahaha YES SIR!!!!
Mike would still give me warnings but that was about it. I was testing him and testing him. Let me tell you I was basically trying to find his limit. Without even knowing I was doing it.
So two nights ago I was feisty. Imagine that!!! Mike said come lay down. He was all sweet and had a smile. He had the area "set up" I had a pillow so I was comfortable etc. occasionally ill lay across his lap while we watch tv. He will rub my back or even back side. Give a few taps. Just be caressing. He said that this is what it was.
Let me just say this same day I didn't eat breakfast or lunch. Come dinner time, I felt sick. We had went to a friends house and had an amazing dinner. You woulda thought I hadn't eaten in weeks. It was so good. Mike shot me looks through out dinner along with comments like. "You didn't eat today?" "Gee no wonder you are hungry." "Well you know what this means." I was nervous and at the same time annoyed. I needed to go shopping. We didn't have much in the house so I just didn't bother.
Ok anyways! I'm laying across his lap and he's politely lecturing me about my sugar levels. I'm agreeing with him. He's saying how I'm going to end up diabetic or pass out while I'm alone and no ones around to help me. He says "I know we have gotten off track." So I say "yea we have. So your gonna be consistent now?" I turn my head to look at him. Omg! The look he was giving me. I said "what? I'm just asking." We'll that was a BIG mistake! Mike replied "ya know what? I haven't been consistent, but that's gonna change" I said ok and turned back around to enjoy my "rub" hahahah. He then added "I'm going to start right now" I started complaining that its not fair. I tried to get up without success. He said "nope! You want consistency, it's starting now." I said "that's not fair. You lied to me. This is suppose to be a fun one." Didn't work let me tell you.
My mouth got me in trouble AGAIN.
So after my not so fun rub, mike goes in for a snack. He sees there's a little bit of wheat bread. He said you couldn't eat wheat for breakfast today? I said no I hate wheat. He then starts saying. So there is stuff to eat just not what you want? And gives me a look. So I replied "hey I already got punished for this" then he holds my chin and gives me a look and tells me to watch it. Hahaha YES SIR!!!!
41-45, F
