I Am In a Taken In Hand Relationship

Nervous Laughter... Am I the only 1 who laughs when I am nervous? I laughed when I am uncomfortable, when I am mad, When I want to say something really rude. I think it is just my of protecting my emotions.

I do not mind doing this with other people. Because in a way it can call me down. But, with my husband I feel like I am being rude and disrespectful. He will tell me to calm down. And I will get a nervous laughter going or start to chuckle and he will just look at me. Then I will say stop looking at me like that. I get very very uncomfortable.

I want so badly to submit to him whenever he tells me too. Even when he tells me to just breathe. I should be able to say okay sit back take a few breaths smile be happy again. But when my mood is spiraling, I just look at him and laugh. He knows I am NOT laughing at him. I normally say I hate being a nervous laughter. He never says anything about it. He just looks at me and tells me to calm down.

I am contemplating asking him to help me with this. But only when I do it to him. Because I have found in some situations with other people it actually does calm me down after a minute.

Is anyone else like this? Do you think I should ask him to help me with this? Do you also think this is disrespectful?

I don't know. I just wish I could say yes sir or yes and sit a minute and think. But I don't. The only thing he has said it is do you need to go sit in time out for a. minute?