I Have Been Single For Way Too Long

Hoping To Live Every Day But Still Dying From Inside .... trying to live every day but still i am dying from inside . i dont wish to live anymore or any reason to live my life any more but still try to live my life for my parents .. its hard for me to be mentally stable or emotionally stable i am so broken apart that i cant put myself together .. I AM SEARCHING WAYS TO PUT MY SELF TOGETHER BUT I AM FAILING ON EVERY STAND .. E.P IS HELPING ME TO SOME EXTEND BUT e.p is not effective because i can only talk to people when they are online just for some limited time and they usually dont have concern with me that much .. i truly wish that my life would end now . i dont want to live it any more :(

Hasank · 31-35, M

i am trying my best to strong again and to have a reason to live ... i have talk to my parents and my supports a lot .. due to them i am live or else i would have died on 6 nov 2012 .. i ahve tried every thing yes i have talk to my friends .. but they are too much busy in there life .. i was so mentally disturb that i have join ep just to express my feeling