I Am What I Am , I Am Me

I post quite a bit about my blessed life I live NOW.
It ain't always been so!
I would like to explain the rest of my story so you all understand why!
There is no way I will give details because of "triggers".
I was beaten by my father at a very early age and continued.
My mother is a mean nut job, never satisfied.
I was thrown away at the age of 14.
Lived on the streets till I was 16.
Got ganged raped while on the streets.
My once upon a time husband beat me till I was unconscious, in the middle of a street!
I had a gun held to my head and then he shot it off in the air!
I worked two jobs most of my adult life.
Only had one child,...miscarried 4 times at 3 mos.
My son went to war.
Last icing on the cake, my home burnt down to the ground.
………… sigh!
So, you see, I know heartache!
My way of speaking can be ruff and tuff.
My feelings are easily hurt.... working on that now. I got to stop allowing others to have power over me.
I carry a bleeding heart for others, because I never want another to know such sorrows. I will always reach out!
Life is all about your attitude, and your perspective.
The HERE and Now.... Life is wonderful! I am blessed beyond measure!
Peace out! :-)