I Am Sorry I Am Not Strong Enough

I appreciate everything you do for me and I am beyond terrified to lose you. But for some reason i keep pushing you away because I am not used to this. You're better off with someone else, trust me. Someone who's vocal, someone who's not afraid of saying how precious you are to them. Someone who could reciprocate the things you do for them without having second thoughts, someone you could be proud of.

I am too fucked up to have someone as amazing as you.

It hurts. The thought of you with someone else fucking hurts. I'll get used to this though, it'll just take some time like it always does.

I wish you nothing but happiness.

You are wonderful and I am thankful that I get a chance to be with you even for a while.