I Am In Denial
I told myself a million of times that I'm over him, yet here I am, ten o'clock at night, thinking about my emotions for this guy. I know I still have feelings for him, but I refuse to believe it since my heart was broken by him when he didn't respond to my letter several months ago. We have an English writing assignment where we have to use song lyrics to mark a significant moment in our life...I said mines was when I got over someone, yet I'm terribly lying.
I remembered when he switched out of my English class...I tried to forget about him and move on to the next person, but I found myself entering in a series of mental breakdowns over him with the mixture of family drama in my own household and the social pressure at school that was hovering over my shoulders. Fortunately, I survived last school year with good grades, and I actually managed to briefly forget about him for a month in the summer because I had a summer assignment to worry about.
But a week before school started, I visisted school orientation to recieve my schedule, and discovered that I was going to attend his mom's class...
I remembered when he switched out of my English class...I tried to forget about him and move on to the next person, but I found myself entering in a series of mental breakdowns over him with the mixture of family drama in my own household and the social pressure at school that was hovering over my shoulders. Fortunately, I survived last school year with good grades, and I actually managed to briefly forget about him for a month in the summer because I had a summer assignment to worry about.
But a week before school started, I visisted school orientation to recieve my schedule, and discovered that I was going to attend his mom's class...
