I Cut Myself to Stop the Pain

Dear Pain.
Where are you?
I need you so bad right now.
Please dear pain why wont you help me?
I need you to make me feel.
To make me forget.
Where are you sweet pain?
I know your there.
I just have to look at all the scars that I have
there place on my arms and now my leg to remember you.
Dear pain.
Why are you hiding from me?
Your so very quiet.
Are you mad at me?
Are you no longer my friend?
Why wont you come back?
Do you now hate me?
Have you given up on me too?

Please come back, please don't you leave me too. 😥