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I've been there, I lost friends cause I allowed myself showing my sadness. Seems I'm not entitle to be weak. I try not to show anymore when I have weaknesses
LadyWioness · 56-60, F
Same here. Then the question is, they weren't good friends were they?

SW-User
@ZenLioness: I guess I'm just not allowed to have feelings... Never was.. so.. I guess ppl take u for granted when you are kind and wear a smile no matter what. The second you smile shows a tear its like the end of the world.. I don't show my emotions anymore. If I do in writing I remove right after posting.. and in rl no one could ever tell I could be destroyed or sad. Smile is constantly there. I was showed was not optional
LadyWioness · 56-60, F
@Chantou: I know that feeling sis. Too well. I cry in the shower...

SW-User
@ZenLioness: each night when Alone at home, im Human not a Saint!
LadyWioness · 56-60, F
@Chantou: precisely! I am human always.