I Dont Know How to Feel

No idea how to say this because im not about to list out details.

Suffice to say, those who know me may get the gist and those who dont simply wont. No big deal.

Someone i lost may meet up with someone close to me. They knew each other well and she came out of nowhere to try connect with this other person.

All kinds of feelings are on fire. But still i know thats a long gone/never was thing.

Im only writing this to help myself feel the truth of how its all dead and gone.
I want to speak to her again but i know better. I need to accept that im alone.
Hopefully they can renew their friendship. They both deserve it.