My princess and my little ones I got tired of looking for her inside and outside and with my depression problems 💔😥

She's looking for a place to "nest"? Hopefully she's around your house.

Maybe she's went out to look for a date, being pregnant can make a kitty very horny

cats do that. They go out and hide when they are pregnant, and then bring up the kittens in the hidden. Make sure to find them and her.