I Just Want Something To Work Out For Me Just Once

I wish I was an a-hole and could just quit my job as soon as I get offered a new job, but I can't. I just have to deal with the last 2 weeks when it come time. I hope it is soon. I am having such bad anxiety about this job it is making me sick, and I am so bored. I am hoping for only 6 more shifts.... I wish my life would stop sending me curve balls, and I could just settle down and start a family like we want to so desperately.