I Have Dark Days
I Know As Soon As I Wake... The alarm goes off and before I can even get it turned off I know. It's like a cloud that envelops my head with negativity. I have no idea why and it only happens 6 to 8 times a year but it sure makes those days suck.
Logic doesn't help. I know that everything is the same today as it was yesterday and that I have everything going for me but it doesn't help. I try to avoid other people as much as possible on these days. I fear it's like a negative energy that might rub off on them.
Amazingly it's like a switch. 24 to 48 hours later and I am back to my normal overly optomistic self.
*is highly tempted to post this as an anon so his circle doesn't think him nuts*
Logic doesn't help. I know that everything is the same today as it was yesterday and that I have everything going for me but it doesn't help. I try to avoid other people as much as possible on these days. I fear it's like a negative energy that might rub off on them.
Amazingly it's like a switch. 24 to 48 hours later and I am back to my normal overly optomistic self.
*is highly tempted to post this as an anon so his circle doesn't think him nuts*
46-50, M
