I Am Suffering From Major Heartache

It almost feels so physical that I might keel over. My heart is so shattered and broken; I am in agony from just holding it together. I am scared to touch it in case it falls apart completely. I don't know how to fix it; believe me I've tried. I wish it would just stop hurting. There so many things still hurting me. I'm trying to fix these things and trying to stop others from hurting me but it's not working.