I think my posts here sound immature that people mistaken me for a 20 something young girl.

I'll be fucking 30 soon and still I'm being immature when it comes to relationship.

I'm dreaming to be a fuckgirl but my heart is too soft for that.
I remained faithful to my ex husband back then even when he didn't satisfy me sexually.
Now, there's a guy who satisfies me and and here I am thinking to not use my heart and just be a fuckgirl? Nah dude, I'm a one man woman, when the heart is involved. But what about him? Does he feel th same? Of course no. He seemed panic when I told him my period is 5 days late.