I Love My Brother More Than He'll Ever Know

where are you my brother
why do I not hear you calling me
where did you go my brother
why don't you ask me where I am
if I'm well, if I left, if I fell in love

brother I don't see you anymore
not in my hopes or my dreams
not in birthday cards or in letters
I don't see your face
I cannot feel your touch

brother are you speaking to me
where are your words
are you talking to others
why aren't you talking to me

brother remember the days
we'd lay awake talking at night
about everything just you and me
brother we were to each other
our own best friend
it was you and I brother

it's been many years
that we haven't spoken
and when we do there is no growth
no going forward
going through the motions
Is like going nowhere
nowhere at all

I miss you my brother
and I love you too
though life came between us
life should have enriched us
not divided us

I know you blame me for many things
but me not loving you
is something you can never
blame me for

maybe cause I married the wrong girl
you never liked her and let me know it
but brother, I'm your flesh and blood
we just don't act like theres anything
between us to live and give a damn for