I Have Misophonia

I have this. I can’t stand people eating loudly around me. I need to have conversations louder than the chewing or music or anything else, or I can get emotional or angry out of the blue.
Anyone who doesn’t have this phobia don’t understand. People say oh yeah I have this, I hate hearing people eating with their mouth open...er hate to break it to you, but that does not mean you have the phobia.
To be honest, I hate it. I want to be normal. I want to enjoy life and food without this interfering. 😢
I have so many little things that irritate me and I wish they didn’t!!

Oh and even the words for eating make me feel yuck. All the sounding words...squeamish thinking about it